I came to talk about a subject that still messes with me, you have no idea. It's about a person I love so much, I didn't have a chance to meet him in hiding, but I always knew he was an amazing man! This person always messed with me, always made me smile even though I was on the other side of the camera. On July 7th, that person left us. Day 7 will be 3 months since the world lost one of the biggest stars it ever had. I have no way of describing everything I am feeling these past few months, his loss worldwide. One thing is not known - but it is known that one day you will find the streets of Hollywood, another is the world that does not have this star. Shit! Sorry for the expression but it's the only one I found to express the world without it, it hurts. It's doing a lot. I stopped crying but I didn't get over it. I will never get over it. I can't forget how much he did for the world. Ravi lost his best friend, Maya lost her brother, Mal lost her guardian angel, Jay lost her mate, Zuri lost her fate-given brother, Uma lost her right arm, Evie lost her baby , Jessie lost her crush, Cristina Ross lost her idiot son, Janne lost Carlos, Ben lost his brother-in-law, Emma lost Luke, fans lost Luke / Conner / Carlos. Your parents lost Cameron! The world has lost the Freckle Boy! Do not pretend you have gotten over it, because no one will forget about it. We will not get over it. It hurts, Disney has lost one of the biggest stars. We have lost one of the kindest souls in this world. Don't pretend to be over, no one is over! I stopped crying but I didn't get over it !!! Cam, wherever you are, I will still love you! May your soul rest in peace. Mourning! Forever in our hearts🖤💕
R.I.P Cameron Boyce 🙁♥️
This week marks 10 years since I moved to the USA - land of opportunities. Straight out of high school I traveled across the ocean with high hopes for finding myself and learning new things - not realizing that one doesn’t find but rather create thyself.
Looking back I’ve created many amazing things in my life and hoping to keep doing so. And I have found more than I ever thought I would. When I moved I wanted to be something great but in my 17-year-old mind I didn’t know what it meant (maybe Money? Status?) When I started reaching those certain material ‘goals’ in my life, along the way I learned that greatness in my life is not measured in materialistic things.
The biggest treasure I found are the souls of people who connected with me in different ways. I’m not a huge ‘talker’ but I have big love towards everyone and if I know you it’s a definite that you’re on my prayer list even if we don’t talk much. ♡ Reach for the stars, but don’t forget that ALL starts within you and with how you share it with creatures around you ♡
Here we are, baby girl first day of PS3 at her new school
My sweet Tre’Nadi,
Today is your first day of preschool and I am both relieved and pleased to say I made it through without shedding a tear. My heart was so full of joy as I watched how excited you were to enter through those classroom doors and meet your teachers.
Now that you are starting school, embarking on this new and exciting adventure, I find myself thinking about all the hopes and dreams I have for you. Here are just a few…
Always be true to who you are. Trying to be someone else is like being second-best. The greatest relationships you will ever have will be with those who know, love, and accept you for who you are. You are such a sweet lovable caring stubborn helpful independent joyful little human being.
I hope you always keep your love of learning and exploring. The possibilities are endless. The world is your oyster.
Please remember that it does not matter how popular you are. What does matter is always treating others with kindness and respect. THAT is what you will want to be remembered by.
Dream big baby girl. Shoot for the stars. Always set goals and work your hardest to achieve them. I’ll always believe in you. I am your biggest fan.
You are almost three years old. It happened in a blink of an eye. It feels like just yesterday daddy and I drove you home from the hospital.
You squeezed me really tight this morning with one of your special TrenTren hugs. I hope you never stop hugging me like that.
I love you, and I am so proud of you!
Mommy💕 #LetMeBeGreat #LetMeHaveMyMoment #MyBabyIsGrowing #NewSchool #imanemotionalwreck 😂😂💕💕💕💕 Disclaimer: I found this quote it was perfect for her😍
Found this picture I took of my husband (then boyfriend) when we lived in our tiny apartment in New York. Before i proposed and we moved to Italy. I have never been so in love with anyone in my whole life. Darcy is my whole world. He is my sun, my moon and my stars. He is my biggest fan, because he knows what I am capable of and often helps push me there even if I don’t think I can do it. He taught this poor little Italian kid how to read and write in English when we were just children. I have never met anyone with a kinder heart. I love him for his soul. It is so gorgeous and breathtaking. There has never been, nor will there ever be, someone like him. He is unique, and he is all mine. How he fell for someone with such a chaotic energy, I’ll never know. Darcy, baby, this one is for you. Thank you for keeping my head in earth’s atmosphere, thank you for loving me despite my flaws and mistakes, thank you for making me the best human i can be, and thank you for marrying me. I love you, Darcy Oliver Higgins. More than you will ever know.
And that's a wrap! Took me five days to finally acknowledge the end of one of the biggest life journeys I've had this year - the musical spectacular that was #HairsprayBrunei! Learned so much about the art of stage performing, the hustle on the business side of a production and most importantly, learned more about myself and what I'm capable of as a theatre actor.
First and foremost, I would like to thank relentlessbrunei for believing in me once again, even though there were times during this production when I found it difficult to believe in myself. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to give life to the character of Seaweed, a dream role for which I never in my wildest dreams thought was within my capacity of playing. I'd also like to thank the vocal coaches at yippytune for their undying care and neverending attention to detail in our delivery of the songs that captured the sentiments of an unforgettable era.
Finally, I'd like to thank my rocks throughout this journey. In a cast of 46, I found comfort and camaraderie in everyone, for sure, but there were scenes in which there were only the 4 of us to depend on each other and I'm forever grateful for the support that came through from these talented individuals. Pen-nei, Trayshasha and Ling Lai Ching... you'll always be stars in my ever glistening sky ❤
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